why...could you not love me like i asked...not like you felt i should be...
so many stages in this game...deception, followed by betrayal, mixed with dishonesty...which then turned into hate, which led to bitterness...and now all that's left is sadness with emptiness as the filler...
but it started out as bliss, followed by hope, mixed with laughter...which turned to respect, which led to love...and what we had was "real"...
in your eyes i seem not moved and unaffected...but your pain is my pain and your emptiness is my emptiness...two people on two different paths that seem to never meet up...no longer even a crossroad...
you didn't love harder...there's no way possible...i look for you just as well...
they say that when you find someone to spend your life with, make sure you've found your "best friend"...maybe we missed it...caught up in the appearance of it all...i wanted it that way and you allowed it to be...
why...could you not be what i needed...not what you wanted to be...
why...could you not love me like i asked...not like you felt i should be...
the randomness of life...
for me...love always happens this way...HappiDaisy :o)
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